EXTRACT: I'm going to communicate something. Everything I've done since the crash I've done with you in mind. All the self help books and the courses you sneer at, have been so I could keep going - with a smile - and be there for you. What I wanted was to lie down in the dirt with mum and dad and let the weeds grow over me forever but I couldn't, I couldn't leave you without a family. And you sneer at my work but do you really think I like making ads.